In the name of courageous transparency HERE ARE SOME OF MY GREATEST CHALLENGES I HAVE FACED & LEARNT TO TRANSFORM again and again and again as a human this life :
* self doubts ~ dealing with a harsh distrusting controlling insecure inner critic
* distrust of my heart and sensitivity ( inner voice )
* lack of self worth & self value
* believing I was too much for people ( well I had to accept that I am sometimes and not to take it personally )
* believing I was not enough to have value exactly I AM ( i use to believe my value and worth was tied to what I did and not in what I natural BE ; my human doingness and not my human beingness )
* I have been challenged to accept parts of myself as I had judged these aspects of self as unsafe, shameful and inappropriate
* throat issues from holding back my voice and truth for fear of persecution, ridicule, abandonment, rejection, making others feel uncomfortable and what that could lead to
* digestive issues from years of worrying and holding in the silent anxieties and overwhelm of taking on too much responsibilities for other peoples life's ; feelings and behaviours and not enough responsibility and self awareness for my own
* fears of rejection for being myself authentically
* trouble grounding due to a habit of dissociation in childhood ( thus travel adventures, yoga, breath awareness, meditation and exploring / training in numerous transformational healing modalities to the rescue and years of my amazing hubbies unconditional love vibes )
* fears and beliefs of being unlovable as my true authentic self
* a belief of being unlovable because I exist ( I only unearthed that crazy ass hidden belief ( matrix implant ) of late to make sense of why loving myself as I exist has been so darn challenging and even confusing after all these years )
Anyways you get the drift and I am guessing a few of you's can relate to one or more of these.
THUS THE JOURNEY OF SELF LOVE through SELF ACCEPTANCE & reclaiming more and more inner SELF TRUST is not for the faint hearted or those whom lack a determined SOULFUL courage through dedication and surrender within !
As we awaken to whom we really are beyond the limitations of the egoic mind belief systems that we had identified with for so long and had taken on generational within our ancestry DNA. We become aware of the beliefs that drive our behaviours and habits of reactivity ( those unconscious triggers becoming conscious ) .
Once we become aware of the beliefs we had believed about ourselves, others, the world etc then we can dissolve these by replacing them with a new more expansive thought ( frequency ) and expand the possibilities of beliefs and realities of whom we are NOW, AND whom we are BECOMING ( re-remembering / embracing / accepting ) .
Aka " unapologetically evolving into the next version of you "
In knowing what one is not in truth, one comes to know beyond a shadow of a doubt what one IS in truth
Woohoo for our Earth University for the SOUL via our human incarnations
Divine Love Blessings of empowerment through radical self acceptance,
Mary Jo
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